18 finally , already ?

assalamualaikum my fellow readers if there's one 

well yesterday was my birthday *weeehuuu ><

and i can't believe i'm an adult already *flips tudung* ehehee

to be precise : 

i'm a young lady already . 

Along brought me to guardian and bought me some few 'necessities' of a lady . kinda of a birthday present 

and she kept on saying that now i can take resposibility and open my own bank account and sign my own consent and all those BIG things 

and it sounds no fun ahahaa -_____-"

*****

BUT age and birthdays are just numbers.

the most important thing is that you are a step BETTER , WISER and more MATURE

how much have you contributed to the society in your 18 years of life huh ?

are you a positive influence to your friends after all these years ?

what benefit have you done to someone or something or somewhere ?

and if you die tonight will you be remembered of your good deeds ?

are you even ready to face death ?

well duhh a day older means a day closer to death don't you remember that huh ?

*****

so actually birthdays are reminders 

a reminder that says : 

" EH HELLO !! WHY ARE YOU STILL WASTING YOUR TIME . IT'S A YEAR SINCE YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY !! WAKE UP PEOPLE !! YOU'RE NOT GETTING ANY YOUNGER !! TIME DOES NOT WAIT FOR ANYONE DUHHH !! "

*****

so let's us all improvise and give and contribute more rather than hoping and dreaming to just sit there and receive from others . 






with love and benevolence , 

the-currently-18-years-old me eheh.





p/s: I really need to learn more on how to act like real lady though , *sighs