ha. zai. nun.

hey, tak malu ke?

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bahaya

kita manusia

and no man is an island

tapi kalau terlalu bergantung harap pun 

sampaikan kalalu tak ada dia 

tak sedap hati

sampaikan kalau tak nampak dia 

hidup tak keruan

sampaikan kalau tak dengar berita pasal dia

tak rasa mampu nak teruskan hidup

tak elok jugak.

lagi lagi kalau ajnabi.

bahaya.

18 finally , already ?

assalamualaikum my fellow readers if there's one 

well yesterday was my birthday *weeehuuu ><

and i can't believe i'm an adult already *flips tudung* ehehee

to be precise : 

i'm a young lady already . 

Along brought me to guardian and bought me some few 'necessities' of a lady . kinda of a birthday present 

and she kept on saying that now i can take resposibility and open my own bank account and sign my own consent and all those BIG things 

and it sounds no fun ahahaa -_____-"

*****

BUT age and birthdays are just numbers.

the most important thing is that you are a step BETTER , WISER and more MATURE

how much have you contributed to the society in your 18 years of life huh ?

are you a positive influence to your friends after all these years ?

what benefit have you done to someone or something or somewhere ?

and if you die tonight will you be remembered of your good deeds ?

are you even ready to face death ?

well duhh a day older means a day closer to death don't you remember that huh ?

*****

so actually birthdays are reminders 

a reminder that says : 

" EH HELLO !! WHY ARE YOU STILL WASTING YOUR TIME . IT'S A YEAR SINCE YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY !! WAKE UP PEOPLE !! YOU'RE NOT GETTING ANY YOUNGER !! TIME DOES NOT WAIT FOR ANYONE DUHHH !! "

*****

so let's us all improvise and give and contribute more rather than hoping and dreaming to just sit there and receive from others . 






with love and benevolence , 

the-currently-18-years-old me eheh.





p/s: I really need to learn more on how to act like real lady though , *sighs