18 finally , already ?

assalamualaikum my fellow readers if there's one 

well yesterday was my birthday *weeehuuu ><

and i can't believe i'm an adult already *flips tudung* ehehee

to be precise : 

i'm a young lady already . 

Along brought me to guardian and bought me some few 'necessities' of a lady . kinda of a birthday present 

and she kept on saying that now i can take resposibility and open my own bank account and sign my own consent and all those BIG things 

and it sounds no fun ahahaa -_____-"

*****

BUT age and birthdays are just numbers.

the most important thing is that you are a step BETTER , WISER and more MATURE

how much have you contributed to the society in your 18 years of life huh ?

are you a positive influence to your friends after all these years ?

what benefit have you done to someone or something or somewhere ?

and if you die tonight will you be remembered of your good deeds ?

are you even ready to face death ?

well duhh a day older means a day closer to death don't you remember that huh ?

*****

so actually birthdays are reminders 

a reminder that says : 

" EH HELLO !! WHY ARE YOU STILL WASTING YOUR TIME . IT'S A YEAR SINCE YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY !! WAKE UP PEOPLE !! YOU'RE NOT GETTING ANY YOUNGER !! TIME DOES NOT WAIT FOR ANYONE DUHHH !! "

*****

so let's us all improvise and give and contribute more rather than hoping and dreaming to just sit there and receive from others . 






with love and benevolence , 

the-currently-18-years-old me eheh.





p/s: I really need to learn more on how to act like real lady though , *sighs 

sendirian

semalam dan hari ini 

rasa , hmm , lain .

truly bercakap banyak2 sangat pun boleh bikin hati resah 

and truly bila berseorangan , lebih senang nak relate and repent 


dan semalam , hari ini

everything rasa macam headshot straight to the brain and affected the heart as well 

mungkin hikmah bersendirian 

bersendirian kurang bercakap

banyak diam 

banyak fikir 

and from that insya Allah banyak repent 


mungkin boleh amal selalu 

to spend at least 30 minutes everyday 

to just sit and be silent in a room 

reflecting our whole day spent 

alone 


and after that mungkin boleh recite Quran 

and baca tafsir 

insya Allah hati akan tenang . lebih tenang 

janji Allah kan in surah Ar Ra'd : 28 


and i personally encourage you to visit [here]

in the middle of doing work 

or study

or tweeting 

or FB-ing

or korean drama marathon-ing



that post memang menusuk dalam baik punya

sentap pilu beb 

ayat straight dari Allah tu 

memang Allah nak tegur 

tak pernah terasa 

padahal dah dari kecil hafal surah tu



tapi apsal baru hari ni nak terasa

dan take heed

dan change for the good , hmm ?



bila dah ditampar oleh 'mak cik' hidayah ni 

kena grab terus betul2 

and do everything you kan to make good use of it 

tak nak tertinggal 'gerabak tren' lagi dah 



*should strive for the better though , fast .

hmm

jika meludah ke langit itu satu acara sukan , 

kita pasti juara .





#inideep